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 Post subject: Finally figured it out!
PostPosted: Fri Sep 11, 2009 7:03 pm 
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Took a month to figure out what was causing me so much anxiety.

But I've figured it out! I'm repeating an "escape" theme that has happened this time of year for 13 years now, but I'm breaking the cycle!

By looking at what has changed, I can let go of a lot of the fear I usually have.

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 Post subject: Re: Finally figured it out!
PostPosted: Sat Sep 12, 2009 8:21 pm 
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YAY- Good Job!

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 Post subject: Re: Finally figured it out!
PostPosted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 5:49 am 
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Thank you! I was pretty excited! Wish that lead to untwisting the whole thing though.... At least, now that I know what it is, I can challenge it :)

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 Post subject: Re: Finally figured it out!
PostPosted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 5:26 pm 
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That's fantastic! I always find it so liberating when I am able to get those little keys to understanding what locks me into certain patterns. It sounds like you have been working at it for awhile trying to figure it out...a month. Fabulous. Congrats!


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 Post subject: Re: Finally figured it out!
PostPosted: Mon Sep 14, 2009 7:45 pm 
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Thanks Amharra,

It's awesome when you have those moments of personal truth!

It gets even better though; I realised that I'm in the "victim" cycle, and went back to my affirmations to strive for independence. I've never been happier than when I've felt independent and in control of my life.

Very exciting stuff! :)

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