Greetings and a hearty WELCOME to you!!
It doesn't usually take this long to get a response from the Welcome Wagon section. I'm sorry that you had to wait for it, but I applaud you being here, trying to help you daughter. I do think this site and the people on it can help you in your endeavor, so you're in the right place!
I don't have any children (yet-- I'm trying!), so please let me preface this response to you with that. But.....I do remember what it's like to be a child of 13 and have BPD (although I wasn't diagnosed until my 30's!). I'm not sure if I even have any words of wisdom for you......but I do know that if you go through the past posts on this board you will find a wealth of information. Also, the Tools (in the toolbox on your upper left screen) as well as the homepage (and all the links therein) can help you to understand what your D might me going through-- at least to the extent that anyone can understand anyone else's reality.
Ok, caveat given. Now.....I have found this
Personal Accountability Model to be extremely helpful to me in my journey toward recovery. For so long I was firmly 'stuck' in the victim cycle-- where anything and everything that happened to me was absolutely NOT my fault and most times I didn't even understand how things would get so out of hand. I had to learn that other people didn't "make" me feel anything at all-- every emotion I have is a choice that I have the ability to make. Learning that idea of 'choice' in all things was also extremely helpful to me-- still is. I think the PAM (and actually explaining to her where you see her in that cycle and how she can get herself out of it, over and over and over again) and the idea of
choice itself will help you to form your own ways of teaching your daughter personal responsibility.
I also think that having good boundaries--- and effectively and consistently communicating those boundaries ad nauseum-- will help her to help herself. Boundaries build that trust you are seeking, IMO, that stability where she knows that no matter what, you are going to be in this thing
with her. In the end.....it really must be HER that helps herself, though I agree that as a parent you can certainly point her in good directions. But for a person to change, to really change the way they think and feel about life situations.....well, I guess I'm trying to say that I believe that sort of thing has to come from somewhere within. All you can really do is guide, IMO.
Specifically, the tools called separation of stuff and living by the 4 agreements have both really helped me to learn personal responsibility. The problem was that I just didn't see it as my "fault", or when/if I did that would only make me spiral into self-destruction. I finally had to realize that my thoughts, my actions, my feelings, etc., could shape my own reality-- a very fundamental but entirely new concept to me when I first came to know of my BPD and found this site. I realized that I had the power of choice in all that I do, and with that I realized that I could shape my life into a happy, healthy experience.
I also believe that the way you go about speaking to her about this and really anything related to her mental issues is important. There is no magic formula that I'm aware of (if only!), but using the
Socratic Method by which it's not really
you telling
her how
she 'should' or is
'supposed' to be thinking/feeling/acting, but rather a way of
showing her and allowing
her to come to her own conclusions I think would be really helpful. Frankly, I'm still not very good at it myself (using the SM when communicating to others), but I believe it works.
Okay, that's all for now. I hope I've addressed some of your concerns/questions and that if you have more you won't hesitate to post! Welcome again to BPDR and good luck with your situation. I think it's wonderful for her to have such a loving parent that you would come on-line (and elsewhere) to seek to find solutions to these things. Recovery IS possible, at least it was/is for me and I believe it to be--- but it takes quite a bit of introspection and really learning who you are and being willing to change fundamental reactions......a very difficult thing indeed. She's lucky to have you.
All my best,
Harmonium