Well, here I am. 34 years old, knowing for a long time my problem is BPD and not Bipolar. All signs point to yes. For the first time, though, I give a damn. I am tired of living on constant chaos and pain, and want to stop.
I've been trying to find a DBT counselor and support group here in Wichita, KS...not an easy thing to do in the midwest, where Jesus is the cure for everything.
I'm not sure where to go from here, but trying to learn DBT from support groups, books and research is not working.
So I don't know where to go from here, I jsut know i want to start living and stop dying and writhing in pain.
Thanks Lost in Oz
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