Yesterday I saw my PA at Psych office. She is a very reasonable person. As I explained about my first diagnosis, and that was the one I gave to her doctor, and then explained what I've been reading about BPD...and that I realize the Lamictal hasn't seemed to be such a "life changer" for me....and how the anxiety is the biggest thing, and the confusion where others are concerned...She was following along well. She decided to lower the Lamictal and SEE...and keep the Celexa and Buspar. I was motivated in so many areas to reevaluate myself....mostly due to the sleep problems that have shown up this last year after adding Lamictal and Buspar. (I think it's been the Buspar, however.) We'll see. I'm feeling a bit uneasy, because now I need to focus more on something other than meds, and also lowering the Lamictal...I hope I've not caused myself more trouble. Of course, this change is reversible. One thing I've learned is IF you make a mistake, you can fix it.
Good to be here.
Deb
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