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 Post subject: Tired of it but somehow still hopeful
PostPosted: Sun Jul 17, 2011 8:57 pm 
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Hello fellow BPD'ers. Obviously I am new to this website but I am a long time veteran to the struggle to cope and fruitless search for an answer. I guess I am just so low at this point I am taking yet another shot in the dark for any help, comfort, or at least virtual understanding no-judging companionship that I can get. I am tired, so tired. Life should not be a moment to moment struggle and the constant battle raging in my head is getting to be too much. It feels strangely familiar here...


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 Post subject: Re: Tired of it but somehow still hopeful
PostPosted: Mon Jul 18, 2011 7:18 am 
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Hi,

You've come to the right place. I've been coming here for a long time, and I've gotten so much help....so I hope you will benefit as much. Welcome.


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 Post subject: Re: Tired of it but somehow still hopeful
PostPosted: Mon Jul 18, 2011 8:59 am 
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To TiredHopeful -

You echo what I am feeling right this minute. Today has been a hard day for me because between the bouts of tears and feelings of hopelessness, I would hear this tiny stubborn voice inside of me whispering "Don't you dare give up."

And so, even though I still feel as though I am swimming in chaos and that nothing is going to go right in my Life, that tiny voice would not stop. Hope won a few battles today. Tiny to others, immense to me.

I cleaned the kitchen although I did not want to do it. I changed the bedding although I did not want to do that either. I made an appointment to have my hair cut and styled tomorrow because I forced myself to do it, knowing it would make me feel better, and lastly, I finally decided to join this site - a shot in the dark.

Sevae


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