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 Post subject: My First Time
PostPosted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 1:03 pm 
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So this is my first time writing on a message board, but I guess since no one knows who I am i shouldn’t be afraid. I recently discovered that I have BPD and never really knew what it was until I found out that I had it. I’ve been depressed for most of my life, or as long as I can remember and I don’t always know why and along with having ADHD I have very extreme anxiety attacks and have only known how to deal with them through self inflicted pain.
I have gone a whole year without making myself bleed, but sometimes I do find myself scratching myself on the back or neck... It doesn’t really bother me so much but i know that it is unhealthy and do want to work to change that behavior.
I have only seen a Physiatrist a couple of times in my life and the last time about 5 years ago and only for a short period of time. I have never been prescribed anything even when told that I could be.
I have been looking do drinking as a way of coping with my issues lately and only feel worse when I wake the next morning.
I also find that keep destroying the good relationships that i have in my life out of fear or just plain stupidity I don’t feel worthy of being with any one and cant stand that I keep pushing the people that care about me away.


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 Post subject: Re: My First Time
PostPosted: Tue Aug 16, 2011 2:35 am 
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hey welcome onboard and happy recovery :)


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 Post subject: Re: My First Time
PostPosted: Tue Aug 16, 2011 9:47 am 
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Quandry, welcome to BPDR! We're glad you found us. Settle in, jump right in wherever you'd like. There's a great group of folks here and we're all about support with a recovery focus.

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 Post subject: Re: My First Time
PostPosted: Tue Aug 16, 2011 2:45 pm 
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No, don't be afraid Q7! We're glad you're here!


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