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ersatz
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Post subject: Salutations..  Posted: Wed Aug 17, 2011 8:10 pm |
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My name is Ersatz and I'm a twenty-three year-old female. I've been keeping myself emotionally blank for a very long time (with interspersed bouts of "craziness" of course..) and my main goal right now is to stop hurting the people around me with my destructive behaviors. I broke a mirror with my face a couple of days ago. I really scared my housemate. She deserves better than this.
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Ash
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Post subject: Re: Salutations.. Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 8:14 pm |
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Ersatz, I'm glad you found BPDR and we're glad to have you here.
I hope your face is healing well. How are you doing emotionally now?
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meremortal
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Post subject: Re: Salutations.. Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 9:25 pm |
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Post subject: Re: Salutations.. Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 4:08 am |
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Greetings and salutations Ersatz
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dagwood
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Post subject: Re: Salutations.. Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 6:27 am |
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ersatz
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Post subject: Re: Salutations.. Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 8:14 am |
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Thanks for the welcomes, everyone. My face is fine, it's my hands that need to finish healing.
Things are.. the way they've always been. I live in dread of social interactions, go into "work mode" as I interact with literally thousands of people every day at work.. Even in work mode, I have to hide sometimes, to cry for reasons I can't stand to think about. I can't lose functionality. Ever. I'm usually around my housemate. I can't let her see. It's gross for me to cry. It's the monsterbratchild inside of me coming out when I cry, and when I beat my fists against the wall hard enough to bruise my bones, and cut and scream..
I'll elaborate more on this in another thread or something.
Take care, everyone.
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