Hello,
I am not sure where I belong. I started researching behavioral / mental health issues over the last couple of months because of my relationship with my husband and I came upon BPD. And finally BPDRecovery.com. After a whirlwind romance and short marriage, he matches almost all of the traits for BPD, AND so do I in a less obvious way and more based on my past behavior - until now. Now, his behavior is triggering me, perhaps I am triggering him, and my behavior has regressed to the point that I am distressed. I have an appointment to see a psychologist tomorrow and discuss my issues.
I don't know what to say or where to start. I saw what I wanted to see and ignored the warning signs. I want to take responsibility for my own actions and want to be healthy.
I am going to post in another section of the forum now. I am very grateful to have found this site, particularly The Four Agreements.
jane
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