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 Post subject: Resisting
PostPosted: Thu Mar 04, 2010 10:51 pm 
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Resisting ... resisting the urge, the desire to hear his voice. There is no point .... only in my emotional mind do I want to contact him ....fingers itching, and only my alcohol-soaked mind knows the difference ... bad idea ... nothing but heartache and pain ..nothing but devestation. I am stronger than that. I stand firm in the emotional committment to myself ... I stand firm in the emotional committment to myself.

On one hand:
What a pathetic loser I am. What a failure and a disappointment. Don't I know I deserve better? I do know, and yet I'm still just a pathetic dumbass.

That's old me. That's old world. Who do I choose to be ?

I choose to be my potential. I choose to feel happiness. I choose love, light and kindness. I choose new world. I own my life. And, I am courage in action. And, I am worthy of fulfilling my dreams.

And so I choose....

Just babbling ... thanks for listening, as always

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 Post subject: Re: Resisting
PostPosted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 10:38 am 
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Good choices Pip. This is a day I needed to hear these words, Thanks :)


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