Hi, I feel the same way ! I can't live with the guy I married knowing that he might not love or thinks I'm crazy
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It hurts so much, I know he loves me but when I have a crisis he says horrible things to me and the next day he apologizes.
I know I'm hurting him, because he gets angry and starts crying, he keeps asking himself WHY ME?! ''why can't you be a nice mellow girlfriend that trusts me'' I've told him that I don't want to blackmail him, that I want him to be happy even if is not with me because is not his fault that I have borderline personality. but he says he loves me and wants to help me..
still is making me constantly worried
I hope you know you're not alone and I Hope things get better for you.