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I just posted a long post and it wouldn't go through! argh!

anyways, I was writing to say that my T temporarily ended therapy with me. I have to go to some agency therapist now. i met him yesterday and he is nice but I don't like the building and stuff. I took my comfort items and he was cool with it. He likes my Roo-D-Bear too!

but today was my last session with T #1. I am so sad. I cried really hard. but i Have the therapist from the bariatric center too. and this new therapist (G). together, J and G will help me get through my gastric bypass surgery which i hope to have by the end of summer. then in order to go back to R I have to have had the bypass, and be stable both physically and emotionally.

this move is really really hard for me. I have chest pains because of the stress. but I am going to make it and I am going to do this. I need to learn to be more present in my body too which G will help me with.

thank you for reading this post! I'll be checking in more often though.........I need the support right now.

Roo

So, How is everything going? How are you doing?