Calification wrote:
Strangely enough, since being diagnosed I've struggled more so than when I lived in ignorance.
it's the same for me. I struggled with suicidal thoughts more after knowing of my condition than when I was living in ignorance.
Anyway, so you're waiting for therapy now is it? Eight months is a long wait. What do you plan to do in the mean time? How bout getting a few good books on bpd and reeading and working on your recovery? There's also a good online DBT site, could give you the link if you want.
welcome onboard!