I tend to overlook / underestimate my accomplishments and overestimate and emphasize my shortcomings, so I thought it might be appropriate to mention that it's way good that you've gone 366 days (leap year, don'tcha know...) without attempting to end the emotional pain you feel by taking your life.
Perhaps you are ready to take things further in a positive direction? - one day at a time...
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...the essence of who you really are is beyond ego....beyond thought, feeling, mood....and lies in the basic sensation of life, that everyone always has had.
I love this, kat! It's like whether we are able to recognize ourselves or not, we still *are* and each of us is unique.
thank you for posting that,
~ jr